So I don't blog all that much anymore.
But today I am really just needing to vent.
I have been thinking a lot today after I got some news from T's teacher. Ya know - I my life totally isn't going has I had planned. Growing up I didn't think that I would be a single mother...and after becoming one...I didn't think that I would still be a single mother when my child started kindergarten.
Growing up we all have our life plans...mine went something like this:
I would finish high school.
Go to college.
Get a degree.
Get married at 23.
Buy a house.
Have children.
Live happily ever after.
And in that order.
Truth is - 8 years out of high school:
I'm still in college at 26.
I have no potential for a long term relationship.
I'm renting an apartment.
I had a child alone at 20.
And today its not so happily ever after....maybe tomorrow will be different.