Thursday, February 21, 2008

Today's thoughts...

I am continually amazed, that as humans, our happiness or complete discontent rely so dependently on others. I constantly try to be immune to their influence - try being the operative word.

The last few months for me have been rather interesting...to say the least. Like an insane rollercoaster leaving my emotions spinning in every direction. I hope that someday soon my heart will be in the same place as my head. I have been able to rationalize the events that unfolded and why things happened as they did. My mind gets it...my heart...not so much.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

felling a little hmm...

so ok. I should be totally happy today. I got some really good news...but instead I am feeling really down.....really really down.