Merry Christmas Eve...

So the house is all decked out with Christmas decorations and every one is excited for tomorrow's gift opening.

During all this Holiday Spirit I realized that I have so much to be thankful for in my life:
*A WONDERFUL FAMILY
*AWESOME FRIENDS
*A roof over my head (with heat)
*Parents that still get along enough to celebrate Christmas together even
though they are no longer married
*The ablility to celebrate Christmas and not be shot at while doing it.

I am so looking forward to 2005. You can expect to see changes in me during my

"Simplfy in 2005"

Come back to see my success!!

Me and T's Dad

[T is my son] (Jason is T's Dad)

So today...J came and took T for his family Christmas party thingy. J and I still get along pretty well. A lot of people don't understand how we do it. We obviously liked each other enough to create a child and so we remain friends so that T can have the opportunity to know his biological father and that side of his family.

Back to today...
My friend said to me "You and J are like an ex-husband and wife that still get along." It is so weird...but its kinda true. I mean we never married or anything...but we are polite to one another and stuff. I don't know how else to explain it. People often ask me how my relationship with T's father is...until today...I didn't have an answer. Now I will just tell them what my friend said..."We're like an ex-married couple that still gets along for the child."

Its CRAZY! But its so true!

so I used to be good at this

So I don't exactly know what has happened to me. I don't know if it is the kid, the time of day that I do this, or just that I am starting to suck. I used to be funny and people would read my rambles to see what I would come up with next.

I guess maybe it is the lack of the caffeine induced, 3 AM, write a ramble that has occured on this website...nevertheless...do not fear...

I have decided to just go with the flow on this like I used to. Maybe I am afraid that more people are going to read this than ever read my rambles...

at anyrate...

I shall return. I mean really - how else are my fingers going to say buff?!?! haha

This is better than the Rambles!

So when I first started my webpage...I had a Rambles location. It was a place I used to just ramble about whatever I felt like talking about. I have decided that this format will be much more suitable for my rambles location. For those of you that are interested...I will still have my Rambles available on my website.

I really enjoy rambling. I think it is because I often have a whole bunch of stuff going on in my head and its a great way to get it all out. I don't really say anything important...but I get to talk! I don't really have a whole lot to say right now. I just wante to get this blog set up and started.

Make sure you keep coming back for more!! It will only get better from here....be prepared.